To Party or Not to Party, that is the question???

Well I have been gone for a couple of days, not from my home, just from thinking too deeply. Sounds funny, I know, however, every once in a while I like to take a break and test my self and my beliefs. What I really mean is that I do not intentionally try to crash, I just realize it after I have taken a turn on my path. Sticking to what you are trying to do whether it be physical, mental or spiritual development, can be quite trying on one’s EGO. I think of myself as one who gives off an energy of  strength and stability, at least most of the time, but every now and then, I let my hair down and push caution to the wind! I have tons of fun and find myself enjoying my moments quite grandly. On the down side, I also find that my body is tired and what I would call lazy! Now I’m not out clubbing or partying ’till wee hours of the night, just chill’in with my hubs and a friend or two, having some drinks, playing some music (listening to others playing some music) watching late night movies, enjoying a glass of wine (did I already say that?) **** Oh, side note..**** Here is a topic I want to get into some day also, “what effects does ‘Mary-Jane’ (and if you have no idea what I am talking about, then ‘good’, you are obviously too young!) have in regards to our source connect or lack there of..??? ******* Anyway, draining myself with my choices of how I am spending my time, actually can confuse me. Why? because while I am living in the moment having a grand time, not worrying about much of anything (which is exactly what we want to be doing on a daily basis) I end up feeling more detached and foggy-like in the brain. On the flip side – When I choose to, let’s say, stay all put together and keep my hair pinned up, I feel in more control and a bit clearer. Does this make any sense? One might say, well that’s easy… Stay clear of that which dulls the senses and keep pinned up, right? But we all like to have some fun, yet I have seen those who have way too much fun, regularly, and they are quite miserable when they are not partaking in the ‘fun’! I am  not one who chooses that type of path, only because I want to keep my vibration raised and have control over my personal movie of life. So, I just answered my own questions, didn’t I? I do believe this has been one of my struggles for many lifetimes, and that is BALANCE. Balance is the key to a steady and easy life! Practice my deliberate creator methods, including connect with source and feed my body with nutrients and exercise gently and regularly. Have fun with friends and family on the occasions that it will count, while making it a point to sincerely enjoy my time with self and others w/o the need to bring external elements into my experience. Yet, Red Wine is so very yummy, hhmmmm…. I will keep you posted on my efforts! (And just so you know, one glass suites me just fine – I am not consumed with the consumption of anything, I am a Pisces and I know better (we have an addictive personality, bummer!))

P.S. – The main reason for this conversation is that when I am deliberately being very clear minded, body and soul, my intuitive abilities really, really soar… so the things that we put into our bodies (not just our minds) can have a major effect on our self-spiritual connect, and I know this because I test myself and fully recognize all the effects by listening intently to my body. When I eat proper and consume liquids that benefit my physical body and add nutrients that I need and sleep well, then add in meditations and loving thoughts all rolled up into each day…. the effects of my outside world become quite amazing! The universal laws make great sense and things fall into place so nicely and peacefully. It is one of the best and most important processes in regards to body, mind, spirit connect. I am sure that you know many people who treat themselves very negatively (or yourself) with either (or both) physical consumption or mental/emotional stresses and would love nothing more than to see a change for them (or self) in a grand positive way. Every little thing does matter and we also need to learn from all the ‘little’ things that our bodies/source are trying to tell us.  Good Luck and Positive energy to you and yours, always…


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