I have been so very, very busy lately that I haven’t had time to write as often as I normally like. Ahhh, summer. Children home demanding attention and the house looks like a huge frat party was held all night. Many jobs still to do, however, life is good, filled with energy and emotions and that is what ‘life’ is. That’s why we are here. So, on to the next moment in time……..

Today I wanted to mention how sometimes we forget to DREAM. We get so caught up in the stress of the moment that we simply put off what it is that we ‘want’, for what we are now having. Does this make sense? I know how important it is to live in the time of the now, however if we are doing that in a negative sense, we do not take time for growth. We become stagnant…. and muddy. Our thoughts are not clear and therefore we do not get any clear results. So where is the balance of not giving up on the things (dreams) that we want to accomplish (with family, friends and materials) and living in the moment? Because we need to live in the moment to appreciate what we have given ourselves so far and still see movement and growth for our future experiences.

We have to be careful to really expect what ever it is that we ‘want’ and not just want and hope for it from a place that says “I don’t have it but I really want it” because when we do this, it keeps it away from us. When we want something so very intensely and feel the feelings of ‘lack’, we end up just creating that same image out there to the universe – the feelings of ‘lack’. If we want something, whether it is a relationship or material item, we have to look forward to it and admire those around us whom already have it. (Oh, the green-eyed monster is the worse!! I will talk about that in my next post.)

Okay, so balance is key, as usual. Keep your dreams close and refresh them regularly, but at the same time enjoy your ‘now’ moments with gratitude and love. Keep intentions clear and positive with high energy and before you know it, YOUR DREAMS ‘ARE’ YOUR ‘NOW’ MOMENTS, ALL THE TIME! Until next time…

From the heart,




What in the world are you talkin’ about?


This week I really wanted to focus on how much we talk about our life experiences with those around us (or on-line!) Think about it. How many times already today have you called a friend or ‘blogged’ about what is going on in your mind and in your life? I bet the number is up there. And how many times have you thought about calling another person, right after you hung up with the last one, to spill your guts? The cycle is usually, never-ending! We feel a huge need to connect and converse with all other living beings in order to feel needed and part of something. Our egos urge us on at every turn to take our experiences and share them with all others, so that we can make a reason to connect with another.

What happens, do you think, when we are in the process of trying to change our life experience? What happens when we are really trying to take control and utilize the law of attraction? What happens when we experience something that we absolutely detest and want nothing more than to eliminate such an experience from our here and now?

What usually happens is that our lovely ego urges us to call every one that we know and vent about how awful, once again, such an experience was for us! And what precedes to happen is that all the energy that we just put into our venting has grown bigger and will continue to grow bigger, until we learn to keep our big traps shut!! (Because  now we are continuing to manifest exactly that which we just ranted about hating!!! Funny huh?)

Want to STOP manifesting experiences that you do ‘not’ want into your life? Yes? Well, it is easy……..

Just STOP TALKING ABOUT IT! And as hard as this is for all of you….. blogging is included, I am so sorry to inform this to those of you who have blogs that you invest most of your time into, that involve negative, yet very meaningful, information. However, if it is a subject that you want to change, well….. than you must eliminate that subject from your everyday thoughts!


I hope this information is the start of some wonderful change in your lives. I will discuss more on this subject later. Until next time… all my best to you all.

From the heart,


To Party or Not to Party, that is the question???

Well I have been gone for a couple of days, not from my home, just from thinking too deeply. Sounds funny, I know, however, every once in a while I like to take a break and test my self and my beliefs. What I really mean is that I do not intentionally try to crash, I just realize it after I have taken a turn on my path. Sticking to what you are trying to do whether it be physical, mental or spiritual development, can be quite trying on one’s EGO. I think of myself as one who gives off an energy of  strength and stability, at least most of the time, but every now and then, I let my hair down and push caution to the wind! I have tons of fun and find myself enjoying my moments quite grandly. On the down side, I also find that my body is tired and what I would call lazy! Now I’m not out clubbing or partying ’till wee hours of the night, just chill’in with my hubs and a friend or two, having some drinks, playing some music (listening to others playing some music) watching late night movies, enjoying a glass of wine (did I already say that?) **** Oh, side note..**** Here is a topic I want to get into some day also, “what effects does ‘Mary-Jane’ (and if you have no idea what I am talking about, then ‘good’, you are obviously too young!) have in regards to our source connect or lack there of..??? ******* Anyway, draining myself with my choices of how I am spending my time, actually can confuse me. Why? because while I am living in the moment having a grand time, not worrying about much of anything (which is exactly what we want to be doing on a daily basis) I end up feeling more detached and foggy-like in the brain. On the flip side – When I choose to, let’s say, stay all put together and keep my hair pinned up, I feel in more control and a bit clearer. Does this make any sense? One might say, well that’s easy… Stay clear of that which dulls the senses and keep pinned up, right? But we all like to have some fun, yet I have seen those who have way too much fun, regularly, and they are quite miserable when they are not partaking in the ‘fun’! I am  not one who chooses that type of path, only because I want to keep my vibration raised and have control over my personal movie of life. So, I just answered my own questions, didn’t I? I do believe this has been one of my struggles for many lifetimes, and that is BALANCE. Balance is the key to a steady and easy life! Practice my deliberate creator methods, including connect with source and feed my body with nutrients and exercise gently and regularly. Have fun with friends and family on the occasions that it will count, while making it a point to sincerely enjoy my time with self and others w/o the need to bring external elements into my experience. Yet, Red Wine is so very yummy, hhmmmm…. I will keep you posted on my efforts! (And just so you know, one glass suites me just fine – I am not consumed with the consumption of anything, I am a Pisces and I know better (we have an addictive personality, bummer!))

P.S. – The main reason for this conversation is that when I am deliberately being very clear minded, body and soul, my intuitive abilities really, really soar… so the things that we put into our bodies (not just our minds) can have a major effect on our self-spiritual connect, and I know this because I test myself and fully recognize all the effects by listening intently to my body. When I eat proper and consume liquids that benefit my physical body and add nutrients that I need and sleep well, then add in meditations and loving thoughts all rolled up into each day…. the effects of my outside world become quite amazing! The universal laws make great sense and things fall into place so nicely and peacefully. It is one of the best and most important processes in regards to body, mind, spirit connect. I am sure that you know many people who treat themselves very negatively (or yourself) with either (or both) physical consumption or mental/emotional stresses and would love nothing more than to see a change for them (or self) in a grand positive way. Every little thing does matter and we also need to learn from all the ‘little’ things that our bodies/source are trying to tell us.  Good Luck and Positive energy to you and yours, always…


A day in the life of a deliberate creater…

Hhmmm…. What to say…. being a writer, it is always great when your mind goes blank (when you want to write something) but it practically screams when I need to meditate – go figure.

Well, I wanted to start writing yesterday, however due to the fact that it was the first day that I had made the decision to change my blog up( for the time being, ) I totally sabatogged myself! All day long I kept thinking of things that I wanted to write about in my posting at the end of the day. So, I kind of missed out on a lot of moments to actually write about in regards to the law of attraction. I did however, in the midst of getting my 3 wonderful yet hurried children ready for school (7am), run up the stairs and pull my muscle in my left calf! And knew right away that my body/soul connect was yelling at me “Slow Down, Woman!” Therefore, after I got all my children off to school, I cancelled my fitness classes and rested for the day. I happily made some new friends on wordpress and enjoyed the sounds from my new alarm clock, it’s one of those that makes ocean sounds and other like sounds (highly suggest getting one!) Anyway, my day was kind of ‘flat’ so nothing exciting happened, and my leg feels a little bit better today (I was able to teach my hip-hop class, yah.) That brings me to today. It started out normal and okay, but I had a feeling of mute sadness around and through me, so I had to do a lot of positive personal coaching, moment by moment. I hate when I have to do this because it is quite exhausting, but I know in the long run it is worth it. It got me through the day, which was a good thing because, while nothing major happened in my personal reality, I watched it happen to others, left and right! One of them happened to my boss who found out that her man is and has been, cheating on her with what seems to be, more than one girl. He was not being very smart and left his phone in her room (not a good idea if you have pretty pictures of half naked women on it and messages that are obscene – hopefully he learns something tonight when she bashes the hell out of him..) I was the first one on the scene of the “Oh my god he’s cheating on me and I can’t breath right now..” She was all red and so hurt and pissed and every other fair emotion that I would only imagine would run through the body of such an experience. And I wanted with every fiber of my being to sit her down and give her sound advise and help coach her through this horrible experience, but…… I could only tell her how sorry I was and give that face of compassion. I know that she has to live ‘it’ herself because she’s the one who attracted this and it is quite a soul lesson for her (I had to keep closing my lips and silently tell myself to let that need to help her, go.) She needs to learn how to detach and love herself (there is so much self pity, hate, & guilt) and there was nothing I could do to help her learn her lesson, other than hold her hand and wish her peace. We will have to see tomorrow if she did indeed have the cops show up – that’s what she said, not me! I will let you know the outcome.

So, then I had to think of all the wonderful things that I am grateful for and I of course called my husband to tell him how much I love him. I always do that when I hear/see bad relationship stories. My husband and I are on the same page (or at least in the same chapter.) Unfortunetly, he was also having a similar experience in regards to being stabbed in the back by a few friends or should I say former friends. I also had to pull the compassion card and let him ride it out. That was my journey for the day – “helping people by not helping them!” It has made me a stronger person to let go and let others live out what they need to, although I can help those who ‘ask’ for help, because that is when help is needed and useful. Today I was not asked but did the best I could to silently give love to those in need and do my best to lead by peaceful example, (but, boy was it hard especially when someone you love is hurting and spouting out about how they want revenge – a lot of that going on – and you ‘know’ that it is only going to hurt ‘them’ and bite them back sooner or later, but again it’s their journeys, I am just here with them to ‘co’ experience.) My love to all of you out there today having experiences like these….

Until next time (and I am sure I will slowly have more deliberate creative experiences to write about as soon as I stop thinking about writing about them, ha, ha, ha…) Smiles and positive vibrations to you all…

From the heart,


Changing Blog Subject For (well, until I decide to change back!)

I am not actually changing the full subject, more like the context. I have decided (at least for a bit) to title my blog (instead of making a whole new blog, which I could do and add to my 5 billion other things that I keep adding to my life) “The day in the life of a Deliberate Creator” What does that mean? Well, it means that my intention is to blog every day in regards to what I experienced that day while always keeping in mind what I am teaching others about, which is the law of attraction and deliberate intent. So, how does an intuitive, know it all (in regards to the l.o.a and soul lessons, etc.), really live her life day-to-day? One may think that it should be all roses, right? After all, I know all the rules to making the thoughts of a great life, a reality! It should be a piece of cake and a chocolate one at that! However, have you ever known a psychic whose life just fell apart, and all you wanted to say is “Didn’t you ‘see’ that coming?” I know that I have a great sense of humor (after all I do have 3 kids, all under the age of 12 and a very funny husband (who is also an amazing musician -“he reads my blog, too”) So, this should be an interesting journey. I will do my best to be honest and write the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth or at least really close… I think that being a teacher of any subject and truly living it out, can be somewhat difficult (at least when it involves the heart and souls of others.) Well, I guess if you’re a math teacher……. (do we really use ‘all’ that in our adulthood??) Anyway, being a guide to others in the art of life can wear at times because you want to be the best soul you can be and  really ‘practice what you preach.’ I have 3 children, 1 husband (that’s enough) 1 200lb American mastiff dog, 1 guinea pig, 1 turtle, 2 lizards, 1 snake, 1 house, 1 pole barn (actually that’s my hubbies) 4.5 acers of land, 1 part-time job as both a front desk/manager and hair dresser (apprentice – thought it would be extra fun to also learn how to do hair), 1 part-time job as a dance teacher and fitness trainer, my children need to be  driven to school (20 minutes each way) every day (great school!), and in between I practice life coaching with others and once a month have a counseling session at my home with a group of lovely people, in regards to the law of attraction. I also have my wonderful blog and a book in the editing process with 2 more on the way and an idea of something that I need to patent (invention) and I want to write a novel! Oh, I also like to have a lot of fun with friends and family and enjoy the sun! I’m a Pisces (just in case you were wondering.)

Wow, that was exhausting, even for me…. Another words, how can I have time to practice the law of attraction in my day-to-day life experiences? Well, we will find out. So, starting soon I will have a mix of old and new. But I will for sure, hopefully, help others by giving examples of my day and what I do to try my best to keep on track to living and receiving the life that I desire (along with doing my best to appreciate that which I now have!) Wish me luck, I have never written so close to the heart before, but that is what we’re all here for anyway, isn’t it? Please feel free to give me feedback on this idea. I love to connect with others and hope this will bring out others on their journeys to enlightenment (or be just plain FUN!)

From the heart always,